Monday, April 19, 2010
Anxious
My nerves are starting to get the best of me. I'm trying not to, but I am just naturally a very anxious person. I am down to just under 10 days to go until our new little girl will be here. I am feeling very unprepared, in a lot of ways. I know in my head that things will all work out just fine, but my gut keeps fighting me on it! We have decided on a first name for sure, but still working on a middle name. We have a crib, but its not where I'd like it to be. I worry about the kids and I don't want to leave them! I always feel like Mommy knows best, and if I'm not here..... well, it won't go my way!!! lol. I'm sure they will be alive and well when I return home, but I just want to be the one caring for them. I just need to set my worries aside and hand them over to God. I know I'm in good hands, I just need to relax! :)
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I know how you feel, that's why Tom and I don't go away often. We both worry about Ryan sooo much. Even when he is in the hands of family, we still worry. And he is starting Preschool in the fall...I don't know what I am gonna do then.
ReplyDeleteWell, I guess congrats are in order? Talked to your mom at the WWWG conference! Can't wait to hear the story and info!
ReplyDeleteSince you have comment moderation on, I figured that it would be safe to put this as a comment so that you could read it and delete it if you didn't want it on the page. :)