Setting In...

Well, so far this pregnancy I have been feeling really well. No major symptoms at all! Which has been a total blessing. With Ethan I was sick every single morning for 12 weeks straight!! I lost 15 lbs and slept all day long. It was not fun. This time with Kinsey, I have so much energy and feel so healthy. Well... that was until this week...

This week I have started feeling really exhausted. I just can't seem to get enough sleep. Of course I do have an 18 month old that has a diaper rash and screams 2 times a night after he pees!! and a husband that gets up at 5am and wakes me in the process. And a beagle that takes up more then his share of the bed! Other then that.. I don't know why I am not sleeping... oh yeah, it could also be the hips starting to hurt.

So besides being sleep deprived. I am getting hormonal. I just am soo emotional lately. I am just getting so worn out and don't know what to do with that I guess. I mean there are still things that need to get done, mouths to feed, and groceries to buy. And it will get done, just not as fast as I like them to.

Its starting to become a reality that I am about to be a mother of 2! yikes! two kids... that's so weird to me. I always wanted to be a mother, and I always wanted two children. I just am really starting to be sad that my baby boy (not so much a baby anymore) won't be the only child. He won't get to have his mommy all to himself. I know it will all work out, and other moms have way more then 2 kids. I just am worried about how he will take it. I will be away from him for 2-3 days when I deliver and I don't know how either of us will take it! It will definitely be a trying time. It just makes me really sad to even think about. I don't want having another baby to take away from his time with me. Hopefully it will go smoothly and he won't even care that I was gone! But I will sure miss my boy!

With all that said... I can't wait to meet my daughter!!! I am way excited to have a little girl and for Ethan to have a sister. Life will be so complete for us!