Monday, April 19, 2010

Anxious

My nerves are starting to get the best of me. I'm trying not to, but I am just naturally a very anxious person. I am down to just under 10 days to go until our new little girl will be here. I am feeling very unprepared, in a lot of ways. I know in my head that things will all work out just fine, but my gut keeps fighting me on it! We have decided on a first name for sure, but still working on a middle name. We have a crib, but its not where I'd like it to be. I worry about the kids and I don't want to leave them! I always feel like Mommy knows best, and if I'm not here..... well, it won't go my way!!! lol. I'm sure they will be alive and well when I return home, but I just want to be the one caring for them. I just need to set my worries aside and hand them over to God. I know I'm in good hands, I just need to relax! :)

Wednesday, April 14, 2010