Used to be...

I am missing who I used to be. I was confident, self sufficient, independent, thin!, and fun. Now I am just a boring housewife that has no motivation to lose weight or have any fun. I do love family time, but outside of that I don't have much of a life. I don't go tanning anymore or get my nails done. And although those things are materialistic and superficial I really enjoyed them and they really made me feel good about myself. I have been working really hard on the relationships in my life,but they too seem to be suffereing. Physically and emotionally I am in quite a rut! But I have no drive to change. How do you get that push you need, when you need it??

Our Kiddos

My sweet boy!

Ethan is my heart. He is 2 now and quite a handful!!! But I just love him so much. He just spent this past week with his Uncle Brandon and Aunt Shelly. He had such a great time, and was a good boy! I was very lucky to have him right back on schedule last night and today. He has grown up so much. He actually listens and understands me now. He knows so many words and just loves to talk.

Sissy has been trying to crawl, she kicks her foot straight up in the air.... she isn't quite sure how to make it do what she wants yet!! lol.

Kinsey is getting so big and so active!! She is the happiest baby ever! She is just so fun, and has the biggest blue eyes. We just adore her ;) She is starting to lift her belly off the floor and rest on all fours for a few seconds. She is pushing herself backwards on her tummy and in circles! She gets so mad because her toys are going the wrong way!! She is super long... I'd say a good 26-27 inches. I can't wait until her 6month appt this month to find out how big she is.

Kinsey now prefers baby food over bottles! I can't get her to lay down and take a full bottle unless its naptime or bedtime. She just loves to eat! She can eat an entire stage 2 jar of food mixed with 1-2 tbsp of cereal. You wouldn't guess it by how skinny she is!

We are super blessed with these two and we loves them to pieces!!