Friday is the day!

Here I am at 38.5 weeks

Kinsey will be here Friday around 10am :) I can't wait!!! I should be home Sunday evening, Monday morning at the latest... as long as everything goes well! :)

Yesterday I had my last OB appt. He checked me to make sure I wasn't going on my own.. no such luck. Wasn't dilating or effacing one bit! She was definitely down further though- at a -1 station and ready to come out. But just not doing anything. I was only measuring 36 weeks still and hadn't gained any weight for 2 weeks. So she is just DONE in there. My guess is she is under 7lbs maybe...... 6lbs 13oz and 20 1/2 inches! That's my "guess" we will see if it happens! I wish she were a bit bigger, but she's been small the whole time. Hopefully we will be surprised!

I still am having a lot of anxiety over leaving my baby boy!! So pray I can relax and know he is in good hands. Grandma will be here all day and Daddy will be home for supper or at least bedtime each day. And Mommy will only miss 2 bedtimes, hopefully. I'm just sad to be without him!! He is such a sweet boy, and he has been giving lots of lovies lately. I think he knows :( He'll be ok though! :)

5 days to go!

Friday September 26th at 9:30 am I will be having my csection. Kinsey should be here by 10:00 and we will be in our room by 10:30 :)

We will be at Wesley if anyone wants to come see us!! I'm guessing I will be there until Sunday afternoon or Monday morning :)

I am SO sad to leave Ethan and pray he will do well without Mommy. I have never left him for more then a couple hours or for the evening. Hopefully he and Daddy will do well with bedtime and night awakenings. And Grandma will have lots of fun taking care of Ethan for a few days! I don't plan to have him come see me until Saturday at the earliest... its going to be so hard!! I just keep trying to put it out of my mind... I know when I leave Friday morning I am going to bawl though :( That's my baby! But it will go by fast and when I come home I will have 2 babies!! YAY :)

Tomorrow- Monday is my very last OB appt. We will check to see if I am going to progress any on my own one last time- I don't think ANYTHING is going on down there though.... so we'll see. Check her growth one last time and do the last minute details. Update tomorrow....